Ayah..aku rasa sunyi
sejak kehilanganmu di dunia ini
di saat ku meniti kejayaan ini

Ayah..aku menyanjungi
jasamu yang terlalu agung buatku
tak daya ku membalas jasa dan budimu
Tanpa kamu hilanglah haluan hidupku
terasa siksanya di jiwa ini
tak dapat ku membalas jasamu di dunia ini
Di pagi raya
ku pohonkan kemaafan, keinsafan
ku doakan agar rohmu
dicucuri rahmat Ilahi
oh ayah...
[ Ayah Aku Rindu Padamu lyrics found on http://lyrics.my ]
Tanpa kamu hilanglah haluan hidupku
terasa siksanya di jiwa ini
namun aku
tetap redha apa yang mendatang
Di pagi raya ku pohonkan kemaafan, keinsafan
ku doakan agar rohmu
dicucuri rahmat Ilahi
oh ayah...

Ayah..aku rasa sunyi
sejak kehilanganmu di dunia ini
di saat ku meniti kejayaan ini
Ayah..aku menyanjungi
jasamu yang terlalu agung buatku
di hari raya ini
ku merinduimu...

Today

wah...rasa janggal pulak bila jari ni dok ketuk ketak kat keyboard bila lihat kat skrin berlaku perubahan pada page post ni....

but mungkin ini perubahan yg berlaku mengikut peredaran zaman yg juga turut beralih? who know right...

 back to the topic la kan....
sometimes it was difficult when we have been in some place but we felt that the place not meant for us@not suitable for us...
it was what i feel right now...
actually, saya tak mintak untuk berada di sini,mengikuti opsyen ini tp apakn daya, kita hanya mampu mengatur hidup kita tetapi Allah yg menetapkan aturan yg terbaik...
ADA HIKMAH DISEBALIK SEMUA ITU....

siang tadi waktu tutorial...
mentor bg tau my big problem from my starting point till now.
GRAMMAR...
saya pun tak tau mana la sy campak grammar masa sekolah rendah n sekolah menengah dulu2...kalau sy keep grammar2, maybe ada harapanlah saya ni expert bab grammar
however....
benda alah tu masih lagi menghantui..
WHAT SHOULD I DO????

keep asking myself will not answer the questions...
give suggestion plez....
i'm bad in grammar n i want to change it....

Badan Cergas Otak Cerdas (^_^)

>Assalamualikum cik adik yg manis and tak lupa cik abang yg   encem....
>Selawat dan salam buat Rasul junjungan nabi Muhammad SAW yg sentiasa terikat kat hati we all semua....right?


Alhamdulillah...dapat juga sy melaksanakan matlamat yg tertunda sejak sekian lama...
melepaskan rindu untuk berjogging dan jalan2 kat tasik permaisuri (coz itu aje tmpt yg dekat). Kali ni sy ditemani 2 ahli geng surau(semestinya muslimat)tuk meng'fit'kan body and sambil2 tu bolehlah mengamcingkan kami lagi...


Sy teringat pulak kisah misconception segelintir geng surau (kira geng alim2 la) yg kurang nak melibatkan diri dlm aktiviti beriadah ataupun aktiviti2 yg melibatkan keluar peluh ni. mot probably takut jatuh maruah and martabat perempuan melayu terakhir la ni kan...heheheh
(sorry, i pun geng surau gak, tp brutal sikit)
maaf sangat teman2...
bukan apa, sebagai pewaris sunnah Rasulullah, bukankah menjadi tanggungjawab kita mengamalkan dan menyebarkan sunnah2 tersebut... one of the Sunnah is beriadah or menjaga tubuh badan agar sihat...
hence, caranya bersenam la kan...
bak kata hukama',  

"Al'aqlus salim fil jismis salim"

maksunya: akal yg cerdas terletak pada badan yg sihat

mcm mana kita nak merancang strategi and mengetahui kelicikan mush kalau otak kita tak dapat nak berfikir secara kritis?


so, saranan buat sahabat2, bersukanlah ye...ianya bukan sahaja pening ntuk tubuh badan kita tp penting juga untuk kelancaran hidup kitta sehari2...
iya dop????


lets end this session with salam...
Assalamualikum...(^_^), see u

May I Be Different?

BISMILLAH..
ASSALAMUALAIKUM n hOLLA SANGYORITAS...(^_^)
SELAWAT N  SALAM BUAT JUNJUNGAN BESAR NABI MUHAMMAD SAW....

After keep thinking what kind of person i should be, i decided to become happier n merrier person in the world...

WHY?

because someone detected me as a lonely person....

I'm not okey....(^_^)

I'm alone coz I'm afraid i will one of group members of  "club mengumpat@memburukkan@menambah dosa free secara berjemaah"

I don't want okeh!!!

Besides that, i don't want make people feel burden because of me...

you know why?

cause i'm kind of person who take advantage of other people...

(if i'm giving the opportunity to do so la...)

I'm also don't want people USES me freely .

I hav my own life right?

You know?  

I'm a person who do things unexpectedly...

what i'm say is different from what i do..

so, for example:

if i promise to my friends to hang out together at 5 o'clock today...

unpredictable, i will decide not to go coz i'm lazy to prepare my self to go out..

so, if i'm alone, i will not hurt somebody else...

i also don't like waste other people time as well as don't like people waste my time...

so, if i'm alone, i  no need to care about other...

HOWEVER........

happinest in needed n indeed in life...so,

I'M realize that i live in the world full with human....not robot or just an animals...

So, i need to change...

to have friends (I mean close frenz)...to have people around me and to have somebody who can i believe on to keep my secret...(^_^)

i want person who can keep a secret and not sell my story to the other people....

i want frenz who will help me, not stack me on the back...

i want you who have while i'm standing or when i'm crawling...

can I?

kalau ikut rasa

bismillah...
assalamualaikum...
selawat dan salam buat rasul junjungan....

today is a worse day i think...
this is because i'm feel useless,
there is nothing i can do,
coz i'm not good enough in my proficiency....

day after day, it become worse...
where should i start again and again?
i thought it will  be last,
however, it still make me suffered...
people keep condemn...

i hate myself when i make any trouble...
lucky she came and hold me for a while...
where my mind and my head unite together and against me..
i live my self with others...

should i just stop from keep wondering?
that what she told me to do..
stop thinking about something which is nothing..

maybe just me

AYAH, KU MERINDUIMU DI SETIAP HELAAN NAFASKU...

Ayah..aku rasa sunyi
sejak kehilanganmu di dunia ini
di saat ku meniti kejayaan ini

Ayah..aku menyanjungi 

jasamu yang terlalu agung buatku
tak daya ku membalas jasa dan budimu
Tanpa kamu hilanglah haluan hidupku
terasa siksanya di jiwa ini
tak dapat ku membalas jasamu di dunia ini
Di pagi raya
ku pohonkan kemaafan, keinsafan
ku doakan agar rohmu
dicucuri rahmat Ilahi
oh ayah... 
Tanpa kamu hilanglah haluan hidupku
terasa siksanya di jiwa ini
namun aku
tetap redha apa yang mendatang
Di pagi raya ku pohonkan kemaafan, keinsafan
ku doakan agar rohmu
dicucuri rahmat Ilahi
oh ayah...

Ayah..aku rasa sunyi
sejak kehilanganmu di dunia ini
di saat ku meniti kejayaan ini
Ayah..aku menyanjungi
jasamu yang terlalu agung buatku
di hari raya ini
ku merinduimu...

-we don't know what are HIDDEN-

BISMILLAH....
SELAWAT DAN SALAM BUAT RASUL JUNJUNGAN NABI MUHAMMAD SAW...

ASSALAMUALAIKUM..

For long period i think i haven't post somenthing here...
(^_^)

coz like always....
time always like that,
jealous of me.
Actually,
we don't really know what are hidden from incident that happen in our life.
there is something Allah want to give for us but we get it in a different ways.
some people need to face difficulties before got it but some people they no need to have trouble in their life.
thats we call ujian...

and our relationship with our friends also we got test. Allah want to test on us either we are the best friends toward our friends or not. coz not many people can be the best friend forever when they talking bad about their friend....

we also don't know what is hidden by our friends when something happen. some of them like to make it secret and some like to tell to the other friends about their story...
and i don't like to tell and explain to people...huhuu
but i hope all my friends keep thinking positive about me and do not make any assumption without asking me first.

plez understand my situation and put yourself at my shoes because we are differnt and our life also different...
but you must know that i always beside you all coz islam is my deen and people who works for him  is  my friends and my realatives....