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bismillah...
assalamualaikum...
selawat dan salam buat rasul junjungan....

today is a worse day i think...
this is because i'm feel useless,
there is nothing i can do,
coz i'm not good enough in my proficiency....

day after day, it become worse...
where should i start again and again?
i thought it will  be last,
however, it still make me suffered...
people keep condemn...

i hate myself when i make any trouble...
lucky she came and hold me for a while...
where my mind and my head unite together and against me..
i live my self with others...

should i just stop from keep wondering?
that what she told me to do..
stop thinking about something which is nothing..

maybe just me